Saturday, February 14, 2009
The dead dance
we watch in silence; not disturbing ;
7:28 PM
Thursday, January 29, 2009
Lets just say, I'm so glad it was over(:
The dead dance
we watch in silence; not disturbing ;
10:09 PM
Saturday, January 24, 2009
A message I meant to post long ago,
but I didn't have the guts to.
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I miss him, I honestly do.
Everytime I remember about him
I'll feel a tug inside,
suddenly my heart becomes heavy.
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He was special &different in many ways.
I admit, I'm spoilt. I'm prideful.
I wanna win every single thing.
But I never occurred a relationship like this.
The little things he did made me smile,
like ruffling my hair or touching my cheek.
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Just that he was much sweeter in the past,
not that bad in the present either but
I don't know why I just couldn't let it go.
Honestly at that time, I wished he'll say
he didn't recieve my sms at all.
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I never got sad over break-ups.
But this was especially painful, disheartening,
whatever that describes heart pain.
He was good and bad,
made me sad sometimes with the things he say.
But I was too prideful to tell him.
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I think I loved him, just afriad to show.
People hurt you with the things you love.
I guess this is really over,
I've said my true feelings
&I feel much better letting it out.
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Fritz D Cat says:
dont need to have a dot for a phrase to finish....
Fritz D Cat says:
same in life...
Fritz D Cat says:
yes...its over...just need to tell yourself that
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Well, doesnt take any harm to hope..
I'm a weak human too (:
The dead dance
we watch in silence; not disturbing ;
10:32 AM
Thursday, January 22, 2009
Emo, mood-swing ones there
&serious ones here =3.
The dead dance
we watch in silence; not disturbing ;
10:59 PM
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
I don't know why but, life always hits me with a spanner.
Well,
Spanna for malaysia accent anw.
I've been through ups and downs but this year,
is totally torturous, dead and unexpected.
Millions of tests for school, no social life and time.
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Haaaaaiyah, woo xiaaang si ahhhhh.
Lol, I know Josh will scold me agaaain. Raaar.
I might collapse any minute now,
I'm alr pms-ing and having SUPER quick moodswings.
I even fell asleep on someone else's sofa ,_,
I wanna watch my yaoi and forget everything.
You, him, her, myself, they, we.
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Just feeling depressed randomly.
&Happy birthday Shalin.
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I'm praying life will forgive me for all I've done.
Save me from this torture and hell.
Give me a solution to follow.
The dead dance
we watch in silence; not disturbing ;
9:47 PM
Saturday, January 17, 2009
[Edited//]
Today was waaaay grouchy, shitty and tiring.
Okay, most of the shitty-ness was caused by me D;
Sorry squaaaadmaaates.
P/S I just died in maple! RAAAAR.
Anw, I threw tantrums alot.
The schedule was not followed, everything
was out of place. The trophies were dropping,
Annie was getting molested, sec ones were rude.
Haiyah, all bad jiu dui le!
Then, went to mustafa for cheapo shopping.
My wet wipes the price went up le! D;
LOL! I cheapo auntie mah (:
Went there, squeezed around and bought stuff.
Then went to orchard ;D, bought a belt
both other stuff but can't remember.
Wasted money on chawanmushi at
Kitchen Mogu Mogu! Wahlao,
the person kept calling 2082, but i was 2081.
Still say its our fault, we waited so long.
P/S: See! I blur le, forgot to mention
I MET A SHUAI GE! damn shuai can.
his eyelashes were like longer than mine.
So when he blink blinks, it was like love ;D
I want that red cardigan-ed shuai ge!
Thats basically all ._. But throughout the day,
went alot of wrong turns, wrong directions-even in the mrt!
Was shittyly blur, and bro said i acted drunk
and waaaaaas super fucking tired D; idk why.
Edit:
I slept for 11 hours maaaaan!
From nine pm to like 9 now? ._.
okaaaay, 12 hours. And I feel retarded.
I keep dreaming of him D;, 3 times in a week alr.
Idk, maybe i miss him ;D but ahh well, move on!
Then I also dreamt of two close cousins dying ._.
Like wtf? I cried in my sleep D; Felt dried up tears.
ANNNWWW, I LOVE LOLLI! ;D
The dead dance
we watch in silence; not disturbing ;
8:15 PM
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
"Well, I'm not paralyzed
But, I seem to be struck by you"
*
Waaaahlao, Siaw Ee made me addicted.
*
But isit just me or..
AM I THE ONLY ONE WHO THINKS THE VIDEO
IS AWEEEESOME!?
Anw, this post is just rants and more complains.
*
WTF is with the totally cool, very nice,
long queue in the canteen these days?
Sec ones and twos have the pleasure of
going in the canteen first and yet D;
we see them queueing when we are.
&every junior CUTS OUR QUEUE LUH.
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Whaahlao D:, live until sec 4 alr, still no respect.
Sec One that time, get bullied by Sec Threes.
Sec Two that time, get bullied by the Upper Sec.
Sec Three that time, get bullied by Sec Fours.
NOW SEC FOUR, get bullied by all the other lvls D;
WTF luh, cut right in front of us somemore.
Okay, enough of that :/
*
I THINK I'M GONNA PASS AMATH :D
for once.
But emath still seems relatively impossible.
*
MISS L** is like the shittyy-est teacher i've ever known.
She wastes our time by repeating everything at least thrice.
She scolded us for wasting time when,
she locked herself in the AVT and didn't answer our knocks.
Finee, we accepted it and moved on D;
She had to book us for not handing in sth we handed in.
&She went to the toilet and was late for class for 20 mins,
which was equivalent to the time she waited for us.
SO CAN WE SCOLD HER? Noooo..
Cause she's a "responsible" adult that knows
whats good for us (: Yaaay, i'm so lucky to have her.
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&&& I'VE GAIN WEIGHT D;
I feel damn sad luh can. MUST BE MAMA!
Always drag me to Macs or other fast food.
SEEEE LAAAAAAH, me fat le ):
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Being sec Four's semi killing me.
The dead dance
we watch in silence; not disturbing ;
4:31 PM
Well, Spanna for malaysia accent anw.